Thoughts

Happiness stays for a lifetime. Why do I always make it so hard for myself? I should always be happy. Right now, I am. But last week was rough. I had some things I needed to say to someone. But I couldn’t say it, why? Because, I was afraid. I was afraid it would ruin things, afraid that things will go wrong. I was AFRAID. But now, I feel happy, mellow in a way. I’m not scared anymore. Last Wednesay, I took a walk by myself and thought about some things. The only thing that made me frustrated wasn’t really that bad. I was the one who made it bad for me. I over worried, and over analyzed the situation… like what am I doing?! I just need to chill out for a sec and think about what I need to do now don’t worry about the future quite yet. You’ll be okay Dao, that’s what I’m going to say. That quote I always say to myself “No Lies, Just Love”, if I want “just love” why am I lying to myself? If I wanted someone to love me, shouldn’t I be honest with myself? Sometimes, I put myself in situation that I don’t know what to do and I overreact. WTH? am I doing?! 

Now it’s time to clear your thoughts, emotions, and mind. Keep it real and take a deep breath. Everything is going to be okay. From now on, I’m gonna make myself the happiest person I can ever be! If any guy is gonna love me, they gotta be genuine. I am not going through a mess again and having me putting all the effort. DONE WITH THAT. It’s a two was streak, I’m not gonna love without knowing you feel the same. GEEEZ, I gotta take some of my own advice lol

Anyways, enough with my ranting! 

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